Adami ra adamiat lazem ast

Vaghean in ensan chie in shakhsiat in ke man in minevisam va to
mikhoni va manzoramo mifahmi khub la aghal mitoni bekhuni adam ha be
donya mian va mimiran va kasi az in ghaede mostasna nist pas chera be
ham dorogh migim na bezar dorostesho begam chera man dorogh migam
darhali ke toie zehnam midonam ke daram kare badio anjam midam hamin
baes mishe man az daron narahat besham va hezaro iek kare bade digaro
ba azabe jogdane rahat tar anjam bedam

Paso pisho abo jisho

Poshte dar mondam jish daram kilid nadaram hava sarde namzadie farnaze
HDN alireza daneshgah nayomade galom misoze ie alame dars daram hal
nadam khastam hosele hichi nadaram bazam HDN kheili kheili kheili HDN
Alan chad salete dari inaro mikhuni hanozam dari misozi ya arom shodi
asan zendeie ya na vali man ke in ja to in zamanam daram mimir mizanam
moraghebesh bash age darish khudet midoni chio migam

Dar in donaie va va nafasa

Havaie kheili khubi bod hesabi to sherkat chort zadim majidnezhad man
ro be cheshe ie panjah tomanie sokhte midid ishala ke karesh dorost
she emroz sevome haji farahani bod khuda biamozatesh ma ke azash badi
nadidim delam saate bernard ro mikhad ta hesabi ketab bekhunam ama
hamin jorish asan nemikhunam vai be hale in ke saate bernard ro ham
dashte basham talkhune bimarefatam ke mahal nemizare kash ie nafaram
to in alame fanie khaki be man mahali mizasht

Rozi as always

ie chiz to maie haie Bad tarin roze zendegimo tazrobe kardam az
cheshme kasaie ke dosteshon daram oftadam koli asabani shodam
ghororamo shekastam va do ta sadevich ashghal khurdam hala ham ke fekr
mikonam mibinam emroz ziad bad nabod dar vaghe mesle hamishe bod kasi
tahvilam nagereft o baghie majera ama ei chize khafanam didam ya
behtare begam tajrobe kardam ie lcde chand lamsi kheili bahal bod va
jalebish in ja bod ke kafi bod ie vasile ke irania sakhte bodan ro
micheboni ro manitor on vaghte ke tabdil mishe be ie chand lamsi
kheili hal dad

Sharte del dadan del gereftane vaghar na iki bi del mishe on iki do del

Emroz roze jalebi nabod badam nabod tanhaie didane kasi ke dosesh dari
va dide nashodan az tarafe kasi ke dosesh dari dobare tanhaie va
kharab kardane emtehane elekteriki badam ie khabe tolani badam ghaza
khordan be sabke samoraie akharesham to atobos dore ham bodan ke bazam
tanhaie tosh moj mizad badam chand daghighe dorogh motlagh va pak
sazie go karie bazia emroz yaspam ro didam do bar ama asan dide
nashodam

Hafteie ketabe ketab khune ha raigane

Dishabi az bas khaste bodam nashod post bedam kheili vaght bod ke
bashgah narafte bodim kheli khastam kard kare khasiam nakardam faghat
raftam ketab khune dota ketabe jadid gereftam omadam emrozam ie kam
madar 1 khundam ama kheili sakht be nazar miomad alireza zang zad goft
ke biam on ja ke dars bekhunim ama be jash koli pishraft kardim farda
ham hava shenasi migoft ke baron miad manam chatr na khudam ovordam
dashtam az khune miomadam to metro yadam oftad ke sharjeramo
nayovordam alanam dare batri tamom mishe faghat 14 darsad azash monde
man ie kam bazi konamo badesham be khabam

Anche daneshjo ra konad dars khan emtehan ast emtehan ast emtehan

Emroz ke hesabi khabidam ie nafaram eshtebahi be man sms mizad ie bist
daghighe ham bashgah raftam useram ie zabte paioneer kharide bod homa
khanomam farda mire makke emtehanaie mian term daram ama hichi balad
nistam

Khamir dandon nadarim

Khale ke dishab ghati bod hapo shode bod manam az in akhlaghe khale
asan khusham nemiad sobam raftim sherkat farahani on ja bod az kale
sahar omade bod badam ie sar be bazar zadim o ie chand ta lcd va led
didimo kaf kardim badam man ie bluetoos gereftamo alireza ham ie
flashe 8 gigi gereft badam to sherkat filme malena didim badam to rah
pele pam pich khurd man naghshe zamin shodam hanozam dare dard mikone
dame mero khune do ta film gereftim iki az iki chert tar iki sho didim
ghablesham iran bahreino didim badam joje dorost kardim che hali dad
hala ham ke daram kapeie margamo bad az hame mizaram ( taghriban bad
az hame )

Pichesh o mokafat

Dishab az bas khaste bodam madhosh shodam barakse emsham diroz va
emroz daneshgah naraftim az azab vojdan daram mimiram emrozam ke kare
khafani nakardim ie sar be nanok zadim o joje ie kochol dars khundim
andazeie jishe morche hala ham ke darim daie jan napelon negah mikonim
ta be kapim

Che konam farda ra che konam

Daneshgah bad tarin jaie donyast age az dars khundan lezat nabari
emroz alireza pichid be bazio omad teh pishe bazia badam mane bad
bakht ta tonestam dorogh goftam talkhun ham javabe zangamo nadad bi
marefat otobusa ham ke ghofl karde bodan az havaie kasif halam bad
shode nemidonam farda ro chi kar konam akhe in ahmagh be hazer ghaiebi
kheili ahamiat mide bi pedar khuda azash nagzare

Majaraie mofasale dirozo emroz o farda

Az sob ta hala hich kare mosbati nakardam ama diroz koli kar kardam
alireza zang zad goft ke tavalode valas o man goftam dango dongi berim
zeiton alireza goft na manam goftam khub vasaiele sandevicho begirim
to khunato dorostesh konim tafrim alireza ham gabol kard goft ba bist
toman ghazie hale bad ke raftim khunashon khale maryam goft ke ma sara
ba daie ro davat konim khudesham khaharasho davat mikone ma ham raftim
kharid sio panj toman faghat sosiso kalbaso sos gereftim nonam
kharidim omadim khune shoro kardim man az ie taraf toie sandevicha ro
por mikardam alireza ham sosiso sorkh mikard bad gharar shod ke khale
maryam shahrokh ina ro davat nakone chon sam surena ro mizane va hamin
karam kard be khale sosor sang zado goft ke ba farid biad kare ma ke
tamom shod ta omadim ie pisraft bokonim daie abas ina omadan badam
khale sosor ba shahrokh o zanesho samo fardim hame omadan ke man kaf
kardam bad goftam ke sandevicha kam miad boso ba alireza raftim non
gereftim ke chandta dige ham dorost konim ta ghable sham ie dafe daie
kazem ina ke be khatere azadie kamran gosfand gorboni kardebodam
omadan khune khale maryam ta sahme ona ro bedam zang zadan be khune
khale maryam ke bian paien o bastaro begiran khale ham ie tarofe
kharaki zado onam ham az hame ja bi khabar ke on ja che khabare omadan
bala va jame maro jam didan kamranam rishesho zade bod neshatano ma
ham dashtim mizo amade mikardim ke daie ina goftan ma berino harchi
khale esrar kard goftan ke bayad ie chad ja dige ham beran bad az sham
ke man moteasefane ie sandevich bishtar natonestam bokhoram maraseme
keik khori o tavalod mobarako ina shoro shod ke hesabi samo surena
atish sozondan o hal kardam o hame be joz mano alireza be vala kado
dadan badam ie nimche dast raghsidim o shoro kardim be gheibat kardamo
badam parakande shodim emrozam ie zare dars khundam badam raftam bazar
badam shab jooje dorost kardamo hala ham ke bad az hamom mikham
bekhabam ke chahar bayad pa sham beram daneshgah

In ja ke bargh nist on ja chetor

Emroz koli ba alireza o mamanesh harf zadam badesham ba alireza raftim
tartibe maraseme tavalode vala ro bedim ie alame vasaiele sandevish
gereftim o ie alame sandevicho dorost kardim badam ie alame mehmon
omad az shahrokh ina begir ta daie kazem bad az sham koli axo filmam
gereftam ke be hich dardi nemikhurdan ta ieko nim on ja bodim badam
omadim khune ke bargh nadare alanam man sharj nadaram dare goshim
khamosh mishe bayad beram bedrod ta omadane bargh

Sobh zohr shab ba milad

Sobi ke pashodam mamanamo eli raftan kharid konan manam ta tonestam pg
didamo badam shalghamo dak kardam badesham ie sobone nahar zadam be
badan ie kam ham keteb khundam ama darsi nabod serialaro negah kardam
badam ba usef ina raftam bashgah on ja mesle ie sage pir aragh rikhtam
bad az se chahar roz bod ke bashgah narafte bodam bad az bashgah
raftim anar kharidimo ro motor khurdim dar hale harekat badam be
talkhun sms zadamo inam tebghe mamol be zor javab dad badam ie kam ba
in asp.net ke hichi azash sar dar nemiaram var raftam ama bazam chizi
azash sar dar naovordam hala hal ke mikham bekhabam bayad ghalesh ino
send konam badam gardanbandamo baz konam bezaram kenare goshio einakam
taze tavalode vala ham do se roze digas vaveila

Motor savarish az hame bishtar hal dad

in ke gir dade ke farda berim sherkat chon kari nadare ke anjam bedim
khub age bidaram kone ehtemalan beram emrozam ke kare khfani nakardim
faghat do bar ba alireza raftim kharid albate be vasileie motor ke
soratam kam bod ama ie dafe ie peykani jolom sabz shod manam zadam ro
tormoz o motor az bas sangin bod liz nakhord ama didam darim mikhurim
behesh ie makos dadam soratemon kam tar ham shod va dar nahayat ie
zarbe zadim be peykanie ka engadar khafif bod ke alireza ham nafahmin
vali kheili hal dad . joje kharidimo gojeo khrto pert va sosis ke ie
pish gaza bezanim ta maman az hamom dar biad . Badesham be sorate
sahraie ie manghal dorost kardimo joja ro be dandon keshidim badam ke
koli serial didim bad khunaro tamiz kardim badam ke mohseno elnaz
omadan ta ba maman beran salon bebinam ke mesle in ke kheili geron
bode bad az raftaneshonam se taie bazam serial didimo mordim az khande
badam sham dobare sosis zadim be badan hala ham ke age ejaze bedin be
khabam felan bedrod

Kameron 7 evin

Dishab ke dashtim miomadim nima zang zado az ma dar morede kamran
porsid ke didimesh ya na goft ke nayomade khune hanoz bad ke omadim
khune khale maryam khale goft ke reside khune emroz dashtim az
daneshgah miomadim to otobus bodim ke khale maryam zang zado goft ke
kamran ro diroz to hafte tir gereftan bordan evin va in ke daie kazem
kheili narahate to khuneie khale maryam bodim ke khale mahrokh ina
omadan on ja ke ba khale maryam beram pishe daie kazem mano alireza
ham ke mikhastim biaim khuneie ma bad khale pari gati kard ke in bache
haie na khalaf chera in kara ro mikonan ma ham ke nemitonestim joloie
haji harfi bezanim va begim ke ma darim taghase eshtebahe shoma ro pas
midim ta alanam ke az kamran khabari nadaram omid varam ke zod tar
peida beshe ma ham ke pashdim omadim khune o filme year one ro didim o
darim mikhabim

Nemidonam chand roze ke post nadadam

Dishab ke be internet vasl nemishod in goshi ahmagh fekr konam be
khatere havaie abri bod emrozam mesle adameie maie dar 2 ta sosis
tokhme morgh zadim bad az kelase aval ke man sakhteman dashtam raftim
tazahorat to koli dado bidad kardim navid ham kheili jedi on ja dasht
film migereft hame chi tabie bod ta on ja ke joloie dare jonobie
daneshkadeie sanaie bodim ke do ta dokhtare chadori shoro kardan be
film gereftan albate kheilia on ja film gereftan vali in do ta bad jor
to cheshm bodam bache ha shoro kardan be shoar dadane in daneshjoie
sahmie hamine hamine bad jor az tahe del dad mizadan badesham raftim
khuneie davod ina mashino gereftim badesham raftim hotel ke ta
khekhere por bod az on ja dobare omadim daneshgah akharesham mondim
bemonim ya bargardim belakhare bad az koli bahso janjal ba hezar bad
bakhti omadim khuneie khale maryam mamadam on ja bod badesham shamo
zadim ie pishraftam kardim o alanam to rakhte khabim o darim shero ver
migim ta bad

Baron nesbat khaste sard

Dare baron miad va hava nesnatan sarde alanam nesnatan dir vaghte
manam khastam khabam miad hale post dadan nadaram

Az sobam ta shabam hata fardam

Sob ke pa shodam goftam alireza sedam mikone ke ba ham berim ama
nakard fekr mikard man bidaram o khudam nemikham ke biam badesham koli
ba khale maryam harf zadam yano koli harf az khale maryam shenidam
badam to baron raftam sherkat on ja alireza nabod neshstam ke biad in
jafarian maghze mano be kar gereft badam ke tashrif ovodr ie systemo
casesho ba ham avaz kardim o koli harf zadim badesham raftim pishe
khale mahrokh ADSL esh ghat shode bod dorost shod badesham raftim
bvali asr notebook dorost konim ke pedaremon daromad az onja ham
raftim felafel zadim to rag badesham omadim khuneie ma va bazam koli
harf zadim makaroni khurdimo bbc negah kardim ke mosavi mardom ro
davat mikard 13 aban bian biron daneshgah ham hame be ham migoftam
navid ke asan to in khata nabod bad jor be hame migoft sope mamanam
ham khush maze bod to n sarma farda ham ke malom nist man che karam az
ie taraf alireza mige bia sherkat az on taraf mamad mige boro bazar
khoda be kheir kone

Chahar ta hasht

Khabam nemiad ama age bekham mitonam bekhabam be har hal man hamishe
to jaie ke mikham bekhabam post midam emroz milade emem reza bod yani
eyd bod ma ke chizi nafahmidim kare khasiam nakardim faghat ei
ekhterae jadid kardim be esme gorbak ke kheili bahale dige khordimo
khabidim hamin na kasi soragh az ma migire na ma soragh az kasi
migirim
Shabam khush

Majaraie dirozo emroz

Diroz az bas khaste bodam natonestam posty bedam saramo gozashtam ro
baleshte hotel az hosh raftam 
Ama karaie ziadi kardim az on ja
alireza ba mashin omad bad raftim to qazvin kale pache zadim o
badesham daneshgah va badesham koli to shahr doonbale on kababie
gashtim ama engar ab shode rafte to zamin ama be jash ie ab havij
bastani zadim to rafo koli ba ham harf zadim o shabam raftim hotel
kapidim .
Emrozam ke pashodim raftim nafari ie sosis tokhme morgh
zadim o bade ie kelasa ham raftim donbale non vali ta nobate ma shod
raftan sobone koft konan ma ham bade dor zadan barghashtim daneshgah
Bad ali reza khudesh raft non o gereft 150 ta non
Badam ba on ostade
oskol barkhurd kardim va daftere on pesar sibiloe ro behesh pas dadim
ke azash 3 bar copy gereftim baraie mano alireza o ie pesare ke gharar
shod az alireza begire
Badesham omadim khuneie alireza ina va sirab
shirdon zadim o serial didim o fifa 08 bazi kardim
Manam alan to
paziraie zire pato daram post midam va on alirezaie ahmag baleshte man
ro gozashte zire kalash manam nakhastam bidaresh konam .

Hich , seshanbe , daneshgah , varzesh

Khub emroz etefaghe mohemi ke nayoftad ama farda etefaghaie miofte
akhe baiad beram daneshgahe sab morde va shabam to on kharab shode be
sobh beresonam va dobare be in iki kharab abad bargardam .
in daie
janam tamomi nadare be dvd 2 residam iki do ghesmatesham didam ama
mesle in ke nemikhad tamom she , jome dakhlesho miaram .
Emrozam
baraie 5 jomin hafteie motevali bache haie daneshgahe azade tehran
shologh kardan , mesle in ke mikhan har seshanbe in karo bokonan .
4
sobh bayad pasham beram pas alan bayad khab basham . Ta farda roie
takhte khabe hotel varzesh bedrod

سلام

بالاخره منم دست اندرکار اینجا هستم یا نه ؟
باید یه پستی میدادم

اما میلاد دلم میخواد حالمو درک کنی
دلم میخواد بفهمی به من داره چی میگذره

دارم زیر این فشار له میشم

همه وجودم در عذابه

Ketab , daie , sarma , shirin tar az talkh

in sarma khordegie an asabe man ro bad jor khurd karde nazasht beram
bashgah ama avazesh ie dele sir bbc negah kardam .
Daie jan o didam ta
jaie ke asdola shab mire pishe zane doost ali khare .
Ketab khuneie
parke shahram sabte nam kardam o ketabe system haie amel ro ie kam
khondam .
Shirin ham to page yahoo baram comment mizare manam hamon ja
javabesho midam .

Diroz , 12 , rus , navazeshe sabkhone , gorbe , bashgah va begoo begoo

Diroz ke yadam raft post bedam ama kare khafani nakardim , kif
kharidim , be kifaie charm negah kardi , kifo kado kardi ( sahraie )
postesh kardim , va hesabi dorogh goftim.
Emroz 12 ta systemo tamom
kardim ie power o ie case talafat dadim jafariane ahmagh ba on system
bastanesh ..de bod be sharkat .
Badam ie nahare khurdim ke vaghean
ghazaie gorbe bod bejoz ghesmate tone mahish .
Omadam khone che
esteghbale garmi sorat gereft az man , bade 4 roz ie doshe hesabi
gereftam o badesham ba bache ha raftim bashgahe jadid ke badak nabod
tamiz tar az gablie bod .
Khune ham omadam sham nakhordam hal
nadashtam , bishtar dost nadashtam ta hal badesham sad bar ahange
begoo begoo namjo ro gosh dadam va daram az ghashangie in ahang
mimiram.
Mamanam ham salade rusi ke elnaz dade bod be mohsen baram
ovord dar hade do ghashogh chon dade bod mamad agha koft kone.

Bazgasht az qaz qaz , nagheie koshtane farshad , doroghe alireza

Belakhare on shabe kazaie tamom shod va ma be tehran bargashtim o man
be ie natije residam ke aslan shab to qaz qaz mondan do nafare jaleb
nist az tanhaie degh mikoni makhsosan age mashini ham dar kar nabashe
! Be har hal tajrobeie bod ke ma be dastesh ovordim .
Kash ie
khunevade on ja dasgtim ke faghat shaba miraftim onja mikhabidim .
To
daneshgah farshado didimo baham gap zadim va az karo kasebi porsidim
dar akhar ham fahmidim ke agha mahi 900 hezar toman paie hoghogheshe
daram az hesadat va fekre in ke ba in pol mishe chi kara kard mimiram
ya in ke farshado mikosham .
Badesham ke in alireza goft ke mikhad
baraie hasty chizi bekhare va man ro kher kash karf bord khonashon ,
taze badesham naraftim chizi bekharim !
Marg bar dorogh go

Shabi dar varsesh

Diroz ke bashgah naraftam va hamin tor emroz yadam ham raft ke be
bache ha begam !
To daneshgah ke etefaghe khasi nayoftad pache khari
ostade azmaiesh gahe fizik javab nadad hich taze ostad ha ham ta
akharin daghighe ma ro negahemon midashtan ama akharesh ie atefaghe
khush maze oftad o raftim hotel varzesh baraie avain bar alanam ke to
tabaghe dovom az takhte khabam va daram cher tarim seriale alam ro
negah mikonam .

12 ta system ke "?" tash ro bastim

Sobi ba zang alireza az khabe nazam bidar shodam ke dastor dad bayad
pasham biam sherkat va vanemod konam ke az daneshgah omadim onja ta
raese sherkat hal kone !
Raftam dosho geretamo sobonaro zadam be badan
va motazer zange agha ke beram sherkat .
To sherkat koli system bood
ke gharar bod baste beshan manam be khiale khame khodam goftam ina ta
asri tamonam , ama ta 4 ba'd az zohr fagaht chahar ta system bastim
naharam tone maahi ba torshi bandari zadimo akharesham ke dige ende
setam bod bayad shomare seriale ghata'ato mineveshtim.
To brt ham ke
be lotfe khoda peres nashodim vali taghriban ta akharesh vastadim ,
khune khale ham baghali polo zadim alanam ke bayad sa'ato kook konam
baraie 4 sobh ke berim daneshgah ! Felan.